7th Months! =)

Happy 7th month anniversary dear...

haha... had a really fun time yesterday... I went to Dominic's house! well... believe it or not, that is the first time I went to his house...

and.. I guess his parents does not really have a good impression of me now...

the reason is coz they found the dogtag that has my name inscribed on it in Dominic's stuff while they were packing his room... and they started to question him about who's Andrew and why were you wearing his name on a dogtag...

that was a few days ago...

and ta-da. I was in his house introducing my name to his family...

well.. it was a party... and of coz everybody has to introduce their names... and when it was my turn... well.... Dominic's mum gave me an unreadable look... i guess.. totally different from those of the others...

i guess her mind was racing whether to confront me with the "issue"...

Dominic's sister also gave a resounding, "oh!! its THAT Andrew"

I.. really hope I didnt get dominic into trouble...


anywayz... there were 6 of us there...
all of them are super good drinkers... except me...

sigh...

of coz I didn't really touch the alcohol...


but the thing that was bugging me the whole was what if... what if Dominic's mum didnt like me?...
what if his dad felt that I was a bad influence?

I.. never really thought I could be a bad influence... but his parents are like.. kinda quite imperative type... so I.. well.. I never know my chances....

I miss him so much...

I was... kinda jealous when Jeremy had to kiss Dominic for the "spin the bottle" dumbest game ever...

I tried not to look... but there was a tugging sensation in my heart that made me feel like crying..

haha.

well.. its just a game...

and Jeremy is still the same old Jeremy..

and Elina likes gay men.

lolz.

Dominic's friends are cool =)


I miss Dominic!!! how how how how how how...

sigh.. I'm scared to call him even nowadays.. his mum might be just logging his calls...

i've... never cared for anybody so much in my entire life....

its just that...... i'm just scared... sigh =/